Monday, January 25, 2010

Hello 2010!

Haizzt! It's been a month since i published my last blog..maybe because i'm just too overwhelmed of mga "kaganapans" in my life these past few weeks..akalain mo ba naman, super excited pa naman ako mg apply sa newly opened na jollibee northdrive, which is super steps away lang from school, but unfortunately, wee pala me pwedeng ma hire kasi company owned dn pala ng bonggang bongga ang branch nila..same sa pinanngalingan qng branch sa sm..at eto pa isa, twice ang lola nyo  umattend ng weds last month..ano ba meron sa december aside of xmas at bakit parang super fully booked palagi ang mga churces sa mga kasal?samantalang super mahal ng mga flowers, etc., etc., kapag december?

And this coming Feb naman, magiging busy na naman me for the upcoming Valentines Dinner ng school namin sa Grand Regal Hotel..naku, super hanap na nman ang lola niyo ng mga super bonggang Dresses mula pa sa UK!(alam niyo na yan!) haiizt!..and take note, 3 valentines in a row nang itlog ang score ng lola niyo every 14th huh..sana namn in the near future eh mahanap ko na ang lalaking maghahanap sakin..(baka namn serial killer yang maghunting sakin hah!)ge guys!nest month na lang ulet ung next blog  ko kc prang wala akong masagap na mgandang vibes ngeun para mka publish ng isang worthy blogpost..hehe!..c ya!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Rejection - The last thing on earth i want to feel

 











This is the worst period of my life. I had all this gigantic acceptance as a kid, and all of a sudden there was this monumental rejection.

I always define myself as an outgoing person. A happy go lucky one, spilling out my life's tragic stories to anyone is not a big deal to me. I always tend to talk much that in the same manner, I didn't realize that my talkativeness is starting to be harmful..most especially, to the ones so close to me...

I never noticed that they are all starting to be cold to me..at first, I didn't bother it, because like all people, they also have mood swings, but that mood swings didn't swing back to normal anymore. they do not approach me as often anymore, they keep distance to me when I'm with them, and they do not confide things to me anymore...that's the time I got aware to it..they're all starting to hate me...

One of them approached me, and he said, "We like you for being prank, but sometimes, you have to control yourself from talking too much". and that caught me. For so long, I have been like this to all of my friends, but it was not a big deal to them..until I finally realized that what my friends said was somehow, really true. It seems that It's very easy for them to tell me what to do, but they just don't understand at all. If only I could let them look up the definition of rejection in the dictionary, get really comfortable with it, and then maybe they can go into what I'm feeling right now.

Now i believe in a saying that all people are your friends...unless they prove it..

It's ok..as I always say. Though I'm not familiar to this feeling, I know that I can always get over it, as what I always do before, because if I don't, I will not grow as a person..for human beings, like plants, grow in the soil of acceptance..not in the atmosphere of rejection.

I really wish I was less of a thinking man and more of a fool not afraid of rejection. But I'm not. and that makes me hate myself at times. But rejection won't make me a worthless person, because I take it as someone blowing a bugle in my ear to wake me up and get going, rather than retreat. I cannot please all people, and I do not plan to do so, because I believe that one way or another, there would always be at least one or two (million) out there, who will interest me and my inborn personality, or shall we say, my "attitude" and would still like me for being me.

I don't have to care for those persons who damnly hate me coz there are a lot of people who loves me and they're worth more minding than the first.

I think that have to believe in my destiny; that I will succeed, I will meet a lot of rejection and it is not always a straight path, there will be detours - so I just have to enjoy the view. And I hope that you do so.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

The life of a single Lady













Now, i have no fear of being alone with myself. i just realized that i don’t need a boyfriend to be completely happy with my life.”

For the past two years, ten months and two days, i have been living my life with that saying. Now, i’m living my life again the same way as it was before. I eat when i’m hungry, i drink when i’m thirsty, and i flirt when i feel like flirting.

I admit, feeling all alone at first is so absurd, but when you manage to overcome it, you won’t have to think of being alone anymore. If you’ve got a friend, you will never feel that you’re totaly dumped, for a friend is someone who is there for you when he’d rather be somewhere else. Friends are there to help you put back all the pieces that was shattered. they help you cry out all the pain but they also help you smile until all the aches are gone, and I’m so lucky that at least, i’ve got some of what you call “friends”.

The life of a woman doesn’t only revolve around a guy. there are so many things that can make a woman happy, even if he’s not with a guy. She can eat many chocolates as many as she can, she can also but the whole shopping mall for a day for as long as her purse allows her to. She can call her friends to go to her house and have a pillow fight all night from dawn till dusk. She can travel the whole world and find better and sweet men whenever she wants to, and lastly, she can go to the top of the mountain and scream out all the things that she longed to say but never ever have said it before, or worst, she can sleep with a guy she likes and keep the baby to her without even having a plan to get married with the guy. and there she would find the real essence of being a woman, and the best thing that can make a woman happy- to be a mother.

To all single ladies out there who are still in “little too not over him” stage, all I can say to you guys is LET GO!. because if they really are into you, they shoud’ve called you the night they let you go and begged you to come back again. Do not dwell in the past, but do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment and you’ll realize how wonderful life can be when you’re a single.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Congrats Pacquiao!!! (a.k.a. Kingkong - Dela Hoya)


Nakalimutan kong ilagay sa blog kahapon ang about sa pagkapanalo ni manny last sunday...it's not just about my palda lang pala...masyado lang kasi akong nagpokus sa pagka maria clara ko nun...kaya na forget ko nang ichika yung labanan nila Oscar Dela Hoya vs. Manny Pacquiao...in which na winner na naman agen itong si Manny. Ano kayang sikreto niya?alaxan nga ba? o burlington socks? o siguro yung wow magic sing? ano nga ba?...

siguro kung pera ang pa uusapan, pwedeng pwede nang tumakbo si Manny sa pagka presidente ng Pilipinas..yun ay kung money matters ang basehan..pero kung fez ang tutukuyin..qualified na siya for president...kung tutuusin nga hindi lang president....kundi king...king of the jungle...hehehe.. (sige lang hindi naman ako kilala ni Manny..).

In speaking of fez, medyo naawa lang ako nang konti kay Oscar Dela Hoya kasi yung golden face ni golden boy eh nagmukhang "tanso face" na sa kakamaso ng kamao ni Pacquiao...eh para naman kasing bakla si Dela Hoya kung sumuntok..pa jab jab na nga lang, hindi pa tumatama...tapos tawagin ba namang "king kong" si Manny?...hoy! Oscar, hindi mo ba alam na sa amin, siya ang pinakamagandang lalaki sa buong bansa? (agen, kung money matters ang pag uusapan)..Hindi porke gwapo ka, pwede mo nang laitin ang itsura ng pambansang kamao namin (na mukhang kamao rin ang fez)?. For your information, si Dra. Vicky Belo pa ang personal dermatologist niyan? (na hindi naman halata)...siguro hindi alam ni Oscar kung bakit lumalayo
si Manny sa tuwing aatake siya ng suntok? kayo, alam niyo ba kung bakit? eto ang dahilan...

During the payt...

Oscar: Hey! you king kong!!Come over here!!show me what you got!!! (habang jumajab kay Manny na hindi naman tumatama)

Manny: (parang nandidiring umamatras) Don't you ever dare to touch me!! (parang baklang nag i eew ang mukha pero talagang natural lang na mukha niya yun)...Only Belo touches my skin..Who touches yours? (sabay pausing ng parehas sa commercial ni Bea Alonzo)..

kawawa naman ang karamihan sa mga pilipino pagkatapos ng payt nila ni Pacqiuao at ni Dela Hoya..bakit?...eh kung hindi ka ba naman gago't kalahati, pilipino ka, tapos tataya taya ka kay Oscar, na hanggang pa cute lang naman pala ang kayang gawin! (in fairness, cute naman siya talaga compared to manny... ay incomparable nga pala yung dalawa)..at siguro, karamihan sa mga pumusta kay Oscar, eh yung mga juging..mukhang na blinded sila ng taas, laki at haba ng...
height, katawan at arm reach ni Dela Hoya...ung mga green minded talaga...advance mag isip...

Napaka Bonggang bongga naman ng victory party na pinrepare ng mga officials kay MAnny pag uwi niya dito sa Pilipinas. biruin mo, hindi pa nga siguro nauubos ung pawis niya pagkatapos ng laban, eh pinagsuot na siya kaagad ng amerikana...speaking of amerikana, in fairness nag improve ung english spokening ni Pacqiuao hah...

During d interview:

reporter: How are you feeling after you have won this fight against the golden boy?

Manny: you know....

reporter: (nagtaka sa sinagot ni manny) What are your plans after this fight now that you beat one of the legend boxers in the world?

Manny: you know...(siguro magpadagdag pa ng english tutors para...you know...)

reporter: (hindi na nagtaka sa sinagot ni pakyaw..ang hirap mag spelling ng surname ni manny) well, thak you for that wonderful interview i had with you...you know...(nahawa na rin yata sa "you know" ni manny)

sana naman next tym kapag kinausap na siya ng mga reporters, wag na niyang dalasan ang pag gamit ng "you know" phrase niya...na overuse na eh...kung baga sa isda, bilasa na...tsaka, sana rin next tym pag may laban si manny, pa lagyan niya naman ng kahit eletrikpan man lang yung prayer room ni nanay Dionisia (na nagmumukhang press conference room kapag may payt si manny) para hindi siya magmukhang naliligo sa pawis paglabas niya don...para kasing siya pa yung lumalaban sa ring eh...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Kahit ano...

8's bn a long wyl since i last opened my blog...i don't know but i just dont have anything to put in it..but when i read a book about a girl's blog which was compiled by a famous coloumnist from one of the country's leading newspaper,(gosh!!)...na nspyre ako!!!

kasi khit ano lg yung nkasulat sa blog nya..at take note hah...no revisions at non edited yung mga words na nkalagay sa book nya...as in vulgar na words...gaya ng talong, itlog, okra, upo, carrots at balot...at meron pang...p**a hah...

kaya simula ngayon, isusulat ko na sa blog na ito ang kahit na anong gusto kong sabihin..

pag usapan natin yung kahapon...yung araw bago bukas..natatawa ako...hihihihi..(hindi ito kanta hah)...ay wag na nga lang pala yung kahapon..kasi boring...linggo eh..ung exciting lang kahapon is yung nagsuot ako ng ala trahe de boda na pangsimba...para magmukha naman daw akong conservative...bakit?mukha bang liberated yung itsura ko?hindi naman ah...para lang mukhang ibebenta sa golden field..pero despite ng suot ko, pag dating ko sa church, sinita ako ng babaeng nakaputi(take note: hindi sya wyt lady, mukha lang).

babaeng naka wyt(in short,wyt lady): ba't ang haba- haba ata ng suot mo?. mukha ka atang mamamalengke ah..
ako: eh kasi sabi nyo po last sunday nung pumasok ako dito, habaan ko palda ko..bakit, ayaw nyo ba nito? (sabay tingin ko sa palda kong hindi ko rin feel, napilitan ko lang isuot)
wyt lady:(sabay tingin din sa palda ko na mukhang hindi nya rin ata feel). masyado lang kasing mahaba..pero mabuti na yan kaysa nung last sunday..(bakit, mukha ba ko nong nagtitinda ng karne?)
ako:(kunwari dedma lang, tapos sabay diretso sa cr, dahil na consciuos ata ako sa suot ko)

Medyo na bad trip naman ako ng bongang bonggang to da highest level na to da max dahil sa kamalasan na inabot ko. kasi, unang una, bago ako pumuntang skul, nawala yung P40 na pinulupot ko last nyt sa short ko..siguro may gumapang na kung ano kagabi sakin kaya na los en pound yun..meron pa, nasira pa yung malapit ko nang maputol na nazi bracelet..kaya ung basketbol bowler na lang yung ginam8 ko..tapos, nung magsusuot na ko ng medyas, naalala ko na last pair na lg pala yung nagamit ko nung friday kasi tinamad akong maglaba ng damit kahapon(siguro naman alam nyo na kung anong medyas ang suot ko ngayon). pagdating ko naman sa skul, na late na nga ako sa exams, tapos, hindi ko pa natapos ang test..halos sumambulat sa aking mga mata ang walang hanggang alon ng luha na tila hindi mapigil ng aking damdamin...but don't wori, buhay pa naman ako despite ng mga kamalasan na inabot ko today...sana bukas exchange naman kami nung sinuwerte ngayon..para fair..

ngayon- ngayon lang, habang nasa IL kami ng mga klasmeyts ko, tska ko lang naalala na may naghihintay pa kong labada sa bahay(kung hindi pa ko nag blog, hindi ko pa mareremember na kelangan ko na palang maglaba)kaya uuwi na muna akech..w8 a minute, bago ako umuwi, i wud lyk 2 share 2 ol ob u na na stock ang schoolbell namin kaya parang may fire drill kami d2 sa skul ngayon kahit na time lang pala yun..kasi ung mga gagong students sa 2nd floor, pinaglaruan ata yung schoolbell sa taas..(mga gago talaga).sige, uwi na muna me kasi binabasa na ni marian yung blog ko..ah c marian, klasmeyt ko yan..sige, bye na...nxt tym na lang ulet...baka bukas ma open ko tong blog ko..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

kung ang saging ay masustansya, mas lalo ang mani

I've just read recently an article about the importance of bananas in my proffesor's blog and the facts looks convincing and intriguing (in my part..) then i came to think that if bananas are good in many aspects, then there is much more benefits that we can get out of a peanut than the banana itself. take heed of these wonderful assets of a peanut where you can gain healthy, nutritiuous and yummy benefits for you and for everybody.






Peanuts-Mother Nature's Whole Food
Peanuts and peanut butter are whole foods that pack a lot of nutrition into just one serving. In the legume or dried bean family, peanuts are a terrific protein source. But the story gets better and better when you consider the significant amounts of the following nutrients found in a single ounce of peanuts.


PROTEIN
Peanuts and peanut butter contain high quality plant protein. When comparing peanuts to similar foods, peanuts have more protein than any other legume or nut. This is especially important for children, vegetarians and people eating more meatless meals.


UNSATURATED FAT
Peanuts and peanut butter contain mostly beneficial monounsaturated and polyunsaturated fats. These fats as compared to saturated fats have been shown to help lower blood cholesterol levels. Lowering your blood cholesterol level may reduce your risk of coronary heart disease.


FIBER
One ounce, or one small handful of peanuts contains 2 big grams of fiber. This is 9% of the fiber you need each day!


VITAMIN E
One ounce of peanuts provide 16% of your daily need of vitamin E. Vitamin E has been shown to act as an antioxidant which may reduce the risk of coronary heart disease.


MINERALS
Peanuts are an important source of essential minerals such as magnesium, copper, phosphorus, potassium and zinc. Some of these "hard to find" minerals such as copper and magnesium may protect against coronary heart disease.


B VITAMINS
B vitamins such as folate can help prevent birth defects. They also reduce amounts of homocysteine in the blood that may be a risk for heart disease. Peanuts are a good source of folate.


PHYTOCHEMICALS
Phytochemicals are natural substances in plants which may provide a wide range of health benefits such as reducing the risk of coronary heart disease. Peanuts contain resveratrol which is one of the many phytochemicals found in plant foods.


Benefits of Eating Peanuts


Research studies on large groups of people have found that people who often eat peanuts and nuts have much lower risks of heart disease. Also, scientists are finding that diets high in monounsaturated fats, the type found in peanuts, may also protect against heart disease. Peanuts and peanut butter are whole foods that contain a variety of vitamins and minerals, ample protein and beneficial unsaturated fats. Since they are a plant food, they naturally contain no cholesterol.


Increase Performance and Energy
Some peanuts won't cause your blood sugar to go up and down like a "roller coaster", they help maintain healthy energy levels throughout the day. Snacking on peanuts will help to bridge the gaps between meals so you will be able to focus better and have the stamina to perform your responsilbilities.

Hunger Reduction and Weight Management
Peanuts keep you more satisfied than many other foods. A study conducted in Purdue University showed that those who consumed peanut snacks were more satisfied than those who ate high carbohydrate snacks like bananas (for example). Those who ate the peanut lasted about 2 1/2 hour for the high carbohydrate snacks.

Reduces Heart Disease Risk
Scientific evidence Suggests does not prove that eating 1.5 ounces [or 42 grams] of most nuts, such as peanuts as part of a diet lowin saturated fat and cholesterol may reduce the risk of heart disease.


Nutritionally speaking, peanuts have all the benefits of the perfect fruit, one new study says. One handful of peanuts or two tablespoons of peanut butter bring all the benefits of even the most nutritious fruit, says an Oxford University scientist. The chemical make-up of most varieties of peanuts is similar to green vegetables, the study says, which may explain why people who eat peanuts regularly tend to lose weight. So guys, who says peanuts can make you nuts?

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

The Worst Sembreak in My Entire Life

At last!!1st sem's over..And there'll be no assignments, no homeworks, no rush projects, and most of all, no more codes to make and no more programs to be mad about!!!...but wait...what am i supposed to do this sembreak?

I thought sembreak would be a lot more exciting, but when it came, it seems that i'm living in the most boring place in the world..and that's our home!!(should i call it a home?) All I do is nothing except wathing TV's, movies, reading...and what else? Sleeping of course!!(not to mention eating)I wish that classes would start as soon as All Saint's Day is over..but it isn't...It's more like i'm celebrating All Bored's Day instead of All Soul's Day...I'm gonna die in here!!!gosh!!What a boring life do I have...